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I want to change my career into a software engineer one year after I work in my current paint company as a chemical technician.

The reason why I aim at SE is because I enjoyed coding basic websites last year, I would get more opportunities to work in Europe(for mainly our relationship), I really want to get IT related skills for my future. In addition I have been skeptical about keeping on doing chemistry as my career due to way of working, health and my interests.

So I decided to work in a current company for saving money and get experience and skills as much as I can.

However, I am suffering from my job now because I punish myself so much. I don’t have confidence in my work.
Those things make me feel worried about changing my career such as long hours working, required rapidly to catch up knowledge ( I know it is useless to think about what has not even happened, but I feel so anyway).
Also I feel that I can’t make an effort for my current job enough to follow my colleague because I might leave in a year. It bothers me especially when I face difficulty at work.

In conclusion, I want to be confident in my work, stop thinking I quit until I actually do and do my best here.

What do you think about my plan, feeling?